Before I met Rosemarie, I was in a very bad state. I was extremely depressed and having suicidal thoughts. I was overwhelmed in my life mentally, physically and emotionally, but not really as aware of the spiritual overwhelm, I was in. I was in the process of moving out of the house my late husband and I built and lived in for 25 years so had a lot of grief, loss and letting go with that regard. Even harder than that, at this same time, I was going thru the very traumatic and emotional period, realizing that my mother is a narcissistic abuser and had abused me my entire life. I am 60 years old! that’s a long time of abuse!
No wonder I had such low self-esteem, self-loathing, and never felt loved or deserving of love! It was a lot to be going thru, moving, grieving and letting go of my home at the same time! I knew I needed help with this to get thru this alive!
Then comes in Rosemarie, my gifted loving angel. Through many sobs, and tears, anger and sadness I shared my story with her. Then she put her gift to work on me, my home, my dog, and my horses! She began Clearing me that night and next day. I could feel a shift start to happen before going to bed that night! And things got better over the next two days! She kept me updated with texts about what she was finding and Clearing. Before the Clearing began, I couldn’t focus on anything. I felt disconnected from myself and those around me and even my environment.
It was like swimming underwater with your eyes open, everything felt blurry, even smells and sounds felt distant. As soon as she started Clearing, things became clearer! I felt like a cloud had lifted from my whole head. I felt more connected to my body, my environment and my senses. I was like coming alive. I was so surprised and happy how quickly it happened! It was like I was stuck underwater, and someone jumped in and pulled me from the surface! I could breathe easier, see better and think clearer! I was able to focus on things, see my surroundings, and enjoy my relationships.
When she told me about what she found and Cleared for me, she was amazed at what I had been dealing with for most of my life, and more intense than she expected. She said that I was a Survivor!! When she said that, tears of joy came rushing to my eyes. My heart opened wider than ever before! I said “Finally” someone sees me and knows how much I have been suffering and struggling with I would try to tell my Mom and others how I was feeling all my life, but no one got it or recognized it until I met Rosemarie!
Sooo grateful for your help!!!